"CONGRADULATIONS" - No truer words - consistent with the fact or reality

So nothings changed apparently... I guess all i can really say is that they are many things we end up doing or having to do so others have less to complain about... i fuck up often too, and for that im sorry... really................

People move in and out of our lives......, most of them we dont care enough about to worry, there are also those that believed they were friends but dont really know how to be as they are still lost or not apart of the real "reality".... These do have the potential for close relationships, but concern themselves more over "group" identities rather than true friendships over internal discussions and possible "rift" scenarios.. So what does one do or what happens?, THE difficult one gets the blame and the masses move on forward in the same direction... Sheep you ask?... im guessing the same thing, but it gets tiresome herding to create a close nit pack when all you doing is wasting time... To me the different ones in theory are the free thinkers and potentially the leaders.. Not?.. Im not entirely sure either but i have only really met a handful of people that have "there eyes open".... If you dont know what i mean, dont let it worry you, its better with them closed - being numb to world and your own surroundings makes for an easier life and lots more "friends".... less confrontation, less arguments and less real discussions, you also dont have to deal with assholes.....

I know why i seem like an asshole, and i "figured it out" long ago why people would have something to say about it, but that honestly doesnt worry me, im more worried there so few of us out there.... If putting friendships and relationships first in "real life" and having something to say when you not getting the same thing in return is an asshole, fuck, im fucked then...

I do know a few of them and they are the nicest people i have ever met... I know where i stand, they say it like it is and there is no confusion........what a pleasure.....
I had a theory that if someone close to you is three questions away from a potential fall out, you a kak friend or actually just not a friend....anyway....

To all my ex friends reading this to see what im up too, rather just call if you really want to know...or dont let it worry you.... To those i might not be getting along with at the moment, im hoping you'll keep reading as your eyes are half way there.....