time to write nothing.....

writing nothing in hope of having said enough.... confused at the present - past, post being the objective.... mistakes pre, and current not prevented but the objective for future still fixed?
We hope and hold our hearts to the "funny feelings", some looking and finding calm in family, but where others have lost find no one there... Alone together still, i believe.... emotional....
obvious love no mad woman could decide, but yet the world is mad so we look to the future......now, but later on... sad always, but in hope of movie scenes and the love that goes with it.... Not wanting to be this, not having to be another - waiting, searching, growing, ...becoming.......

thank you....